Journaling: They have a pre-existing relationship. He's relied on her for years and years, like a close friend. So how could I possibly ask him to give her up? I know that it's more than that though. She is long and slender, and most importantly, she's bad for his health. He tries hard not to let me see him with her, but he doesn't exactly hide it either. He goes to her after we argue and when he returns he is coverd in her stench. I try my best to choke back tears at the smell and I will not kiss him while her ashy taste lingers on his lips. Though I try to overlook it, she is everywhere I turn. She is in the car with us, on vacations, in the kitchen, and our bedroom.
I know this is something he has to do on his own. I know she is HIS addiction, HIS vice. I know I should trust that he will quit when he is ready. But he is my true love and I don't take pleasure in knowing he is voluntarily poisoning himself with her. I don't like feeling second best to a cigarette.

The charm says "wish"