Journaling reads: I am not getting much done these days. I haven’t made any big fancy dinners since you were born, and I always have several baskets of clean clothes sitting around the house waiting to be folded. I haven’t kept up with the housework like I usually do, and there are days I don’t even take the time to put makeup on. Nope, I am not getting much done, but it is not because you are a hard baby. In fact, you are nearly perfect. You have your fussy times, but it is only because of your reflux or because you have a gassy tummy. Other than that, you are such a good natured baby, and you are probably my last. And so, I cannot bear to put you down. Even when you are asleep, I want to hold you and cuddle you and enjoy every minute I can with you. I know how fast you are going to grow up and I don’t want to miss a moment of this precious time with you!