I decided to do a little bit of a different twist on an AAM LO. So I did one about my fears/things I worry about.


Journaling says:
I have always been a worrier. Even as a kid I worried about things. I would make deals with God, that if I behaved then nothing bad would happen to my family. After I became a mom, I worried even more. If the kids were sleeping in late, I would check to make sure they were still breathing. When they got older, I worried about them getting hurt, or if they had the right kind of friends, enough friends. Silly little things, maybe as mom’s we all worry about things like that. But it was more than just worrying about things. It was more of a fear of something bad happening. I’ve always been afraid of dying a painful death, of going blind, of disapointing people, not being good ‘enough’. There is no logical reason for me to have these fears, but I still have them. There is probably some name for my irrational fears. Or maybe it is just one of my odd little quirks.


Jennifer Maceyunas/Evergreen Tapestry; Fonts/An Unfortunate Event, Dirty Ego, Bookman Old Style