Journaling is hidden (behind pic and on the back of the layout). Basically, I had my son and got a life threatening infection sew into my episiotomy. I was sent home even though I was in horrible pain. This pic was taken about 4 hours before I went back to the hospital. Within 24 hrs of this pic, the drs where telling my family that they may not be able to save my life. Obviously (after 2 long months of hospitalization and treatment) I did make a come back and here I am. I really have wanted to scrap my story but its SOOOOO personal (areas affected) that I haven't really done it. I came across this picture and did a mini attempt at getting some feelings out. I didn't want a depressing title, but this is the best I could come up with at the time.